I can handle things when I know I can do something about it. I can also handle things when I know there is nothing I can do about it. But right now..I am stuck in a situation where I feel I can do something but I have no clue how to go about doing it.. coz anything I do seems to only be able to make it worse... And everytime I think of it... I just feel like screaming out loud... get rid of the frustration...
And on top of it all, college is not exactly forgiving at this stage. Homeworks.. deadlines... papers... exams.
Who cares..right??
well.. anywayz.. life goes on.. and so it has been for a while.
I am scaring myself nowadays. Have become a hopeless romantic... complete anti-thesis of what I was. I'm hoping it's just another stage;). Just saw Notting Hill yesterday night. Or today morning... whatever it was.. saw it from 3-5am. It is that time of the night when I know I should sleep but I dont want to.
I'm waiting for father time to walk along.....to heal... to bring the future. The anticipation of leaving Purdue, my home for over 3 years... the friends I have made here.. and the thought of being a stranger in the middle of nowhere.... also seem to subtly influence my behaviour nowadays. I have begun cutting those strings ... spending more time with myself... so I get used to the lack of the company. Interesting...isnt it??
Added a few songs to the radio blog...
njoy them:)
7 comments:
Jerk.
Have you ever thought how other people might feel about you leaving? Ugh. Of course not. Why think past your nose, anyway? Too much trouble. Cut the strings, then.
Matteo
Jeez Matteo!!!!
:(. What I meant was to exaggerate the fact that I dont spend that much time on campus as earlier... just coz my schedule is like that!!:(
Sorry, I supposed I am stressed as well. I am upset about my last exam, and not sleeping for the past few days. I just so happened to check your blog right after the exam.
Ugh.
Anyway, see you around. Matteo
Chill hunny, you will be just fine, life is scary but that's part of the fun....new things to do, new people to meet and new places to go.........enjoy! :o)
hahahaha....
The movie is simply so well made... the way that both of them emote their characters so well.
That one scene... right near the end.. when Julia Roberts asks Hugh Grant to love her... aargh... the smile that she struggles to put on her face. Had me alllll mushy inside.
:p
-Mohan.
Anything I can do to help? Maybe I already have a clue as to your frustrating situation... but I won't if you don't talk to me..
Renard
Hey renard... thanks buddy:)... it's awright..as I said earlier... things seem to be settling down.:). Just dont want to talk about this particular thing...:)
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