For a few days, I have tried to look at my behaviour from an external point of view. So, rather than think of me and mine, I was trying to see how people would see my behaviour. And all of a sudden, it struck me that I was becoming someone that I myself would disdain. So, I am trying to change back to what I was.
Now, I was also wondering if food was the cause of my behaviour. I think I have become more pensive, serious (atleast compared to my earlier self). I am not as active as I used to be. I have also cut down my sugar intake (drinking water instead of cool-drinks/soft-drinks/soda/pop basically). Though I remember reading that sugar intake does NOT make a person hyperactive, I am not sure. So, I used to be hyperactive... and I am not THAT hyperactive. So, should I go back to drinking soda-pop and all so I become hyperactive again??;)
There is this one guy. A freaky looking guy. He never opens his mouth. Only stares. A friend believed that she was stalked by him all of last semester. Now, that she is away, I am seeing this guy all over the place. My only question is... is he stalking ME now?? that's a scary thought...
btw, my roommate/host is playing tragic old hindi songs right now making me cringe.... so, I have to cut this post short while I go strangle him.
Cya
9 comments:
Hi..Insight is good
the best way to become more active is to become more active. duh. NOT sugar intake. that will just make you FAT.
hey couch potato
get off your bum
why don't you go
for a nice little run??
- V
(any rudeness in the poem was in the interest of rhyme.)
on a more serious note, change is good. You say you want to change back to what you were, but that's impossible - you can only change to what you will be. meaning that you must continually grow and improve..
that's why I think it's good to have ambitions (but then, I'm an Aries). Not to get caught up in or to forget the source of happiness within, but to give a framework on which to construct one's continual education in life. the more enduring dreams will come true only when you're not looking.. but meanwhile, you live in a material world.
-V
Hey Vidya:)
I try to make people understand me better...or totally confuse them till they realize that I am nuts;)
As for you V.... grrrr!!!!
Sugar never made one too fat!! And those chocolates and cookies that you loooove are full of sugar too.
(mmMMmmmm fudge factory stripes cookies yummm).
Well, as for change, I am changing back to what I was in the sense that, I am trying to backtrack and locate a point where I was a better person, and then model myself to become more like that.
As for ambitions, I don't think I believe in them anymore. I think that a man's goal in life is to be happy. And like that mexican fisherman in the story I wrote about earlier, one has to only understand that happiness. Of course, it depends on what makes a person happy, but understanding what makes you happy and the simplest way to achieving it is all that one needs to work towards.
Maybe you should see a doctor for a physical and a blood sugar test.
um, sugar DOES make people fat. and yes, cookies and chocolate make me fat. :) Ambitions are also still good. :) In that they give a sense of purpose.
- V
Hi, Sounds confusing..or sounds confused. I mean, in trying to confuse people, don't get lost and confuse Urself.:) And what is this 'was lazy' being repeated by you. Just thought I will help in Ur insight Hahahahaha
Anonymous buddy!!! That sounds like a wonderful idea. if only medical care was cheaper in this country!!!
Hmm V, sugar will make me fat...true... but if I don't have enough sugar in my system, I don't have any energy to burn. So.... I bought myself some cookies todayyyy!!! Yummm.
And Vidya, I will definitely keep that thought in mind. As for my 'was lazy'. See, it's all V's fault. She keeps telling me that I shouldn't increase my sugar intake. As a result, I become weak and tired... i.e. Lazy... so I check blogs but don't reply etc;)
he he he;)
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