Ssupp

Why are guys like me so helpless when it comes to talking with people of the opposite gender? What am I supposed to do? No matter what I do, I always mess up and end up giving the wrong impression. Hmmm.... How does one start off talking with them? After I behave the way I do, I can see so clearly what I have been doing... and what kind of (typically useless) psychological reason I have been using.... and I realize how low one can stoop in life!! Why cant I realize this before I say a single word??

Life is so complex... and yet so simple ehh. Well well well. Lets see what I did all day. I was planning to sleep early on Friday... went to bed by 11..... but got some calls.. and then some messages....and then... couldnt sleep. Ended up sleeping at 2. Got up at 10am, studied a bit, went to work, had a loong dinner... and now.... at 10PM I am feeling sleepy again. Wonder what's wrong with me. Maybe it is the thought of exams which does this to me. After all, I have two major exams on Monday. Finished studying for one.... one major one left:S.
and on top of it all.... here I am..... with beautiful weather outside... sitting inside listening to sad music and thinking of sleep....
and women.

Dont worry dad..... if I didnt think of women.... I wouldnt be a guy;)

well... everything seems to comeback to that one topic. Is that the aim of life at this age? To meet women... become helpless before them... and end up feeling like a speck of dust?


--Mohan.